Last week I announced our pregnancy via Instagram and Facebook. I wasn't ready to but I knew I needed to. I'm not really ready to write about it here, but I know I should. I know that if I don't just do it, I never will. In a few days I'll be 14 weeks and the 'scariest' part of pregnancy should be over. My entire life I just assumed I'd have 3 kids. I didn't really give any other number an option. I honestly don't know why but that's just what I've always thought. Even during Breckie's pregnancy I kept thinking I only have do to this one more time to get me through the especially hard times. A few months after she was born I was willing to start trying again just to get all of my kids here and the pregnancies over with and move on with my life. Getting to this point, 13 weeks pregnant with our third child, has been the most emotionally trying time in my entire life. I don't even know what to say or how t...