I can't even begin to tell you how valuable your comments are to me. My days used to be measured in production... things I made, bills paid, laundry done, dinner made, and all of my responsibilities at the office taken care of. My days are much different now. All I want is for my son to be happy. Its incredible that I haven't even had him for 2 weeks but he has devoured my every thought, action, and care. I love him so much and that is why every cry, noise, burp, toot, grunt, sleepy smile, dirty diaper, and full tummy mean so much. Its hard to explain the joy I feel when I understand why he is crying, but the incredible disappointment and discouragement when I can't. That's why I value your comments....so I know I am only being normal. Normal that I've been wearing the same black Adidas pants, bath robe, and nursing tank top since we got home from the hospital. Normal that I haven't WANTED to look in the mirror. Normal that I struggle having a conversation with ...